Insurance. The new treatment center I'm working with is "out of network" for my health insurance. This means that Blue Cross/Blue Shield will only cover part of my medical expenses. However, the people at AustinOCD suggested I try to get an exception granted to me since they're the only real specialists in town who treat OCD. I made lots of phone calls to BC/BS, and after speaking to many corporate bureaucrats, I've created an official request for them to cover my treatment costs. The people I spoke with said that there was a good chance for me to get coverage, so I'm optimistic.
Medication. I'm in the process of making my last medication adjustment. Two weeks ago I reduced my Ativan dosage by half, and right now I'm stepping off the medication entirely. Because of the difficulty of all my previous medication adjustments, I was very (very) nervous about this final one. I've also been informed that the withdrawal from this type of chemical, called a benzodiazepine, can be particularly hard. I really don't want to lose any of the progress I've made, so I was bracing for impact with this med cessation. My anxiety has definitely been higher than usual, but I'm staying strong to get through this last withdrawal period.
Here are some things I'm looking forward to:
- My body chemistry being in balance again so I can start working on CBT/ERP with full force
- Getting to work again on my dissertation
- Watching Dancing with the Stars tonight with my mom (she's a big fan).
- Spring
