Fun Home(work)

I met with Dr. M again today for my second-ever visit with AustinOCD. We talked about my progress last week, which consisted of just "poking" at little rituals and habits that I have. He said I'm in great shape and am going at a good recovery pace. That was nice to hear because it's kind of hard to tell if I'm taking on enough. Most notably, I made it out of the house 'til 4:15 (yay!) and ate some foods that are "off limits."

I've officially discontinued the Ativan - big relief! No more medication adjustments for a while.

My homework for this week  involves two things:

• Keep "poking" at my rituals and habits (but don't try to take on too much right now).
• Find ways to be purposefully imperfect. Dr. M said that OCD tends to make you want to do things perfectly, and that going out of my way to make errors, mistakes, and slip-ups will help my recovery. He suggested things like: including typos in emails, not doing all of my makeup, or leaving out dirty dishes. 

Also, I learned that Dr. M is familiar with Alison Bechdel, one of my favorite authors. I mentioned her book Fun Home in our meeting today, and he said the name was familiar to him. Apparently, he's read her comic strip Dykes to Watch Out For. Exciting!