FAQ

My mom has been staying with me recently, and though she has a first-hand glimpse of what I've been going through, she (understandably) has questions about the manifestation of OCD. The disorder isn't realistically represented in popular culture, so there are a lot of misconceptions about it. I thought I'd write a little bit of information for anyone who might be reading this journal that has questions.

• OCD is an anxiety disorder arising because of neurological malfunctioning. Anxiety is your brain's warning system, but if you have OCD, the warning system doesn't work correctly. Therefore, you experience the sensation of danger even when you know everything's fine.
• Individuals living with OCD usually understand that their obsessions and compulsions are irrational and excessive. In TV shows and movies, OCD individuals are often portrayed as enjoying perfection, order, or cleanliness. Someone who enjoys excessive perfection or cleanliness might have Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder. With OCD, however, the individual knows that their fears are irrational, but can't stop feeling afraid. They also won't enjoy performing compulsions: the only reason they do the compulsions is to relieve anxiety. 
• OCD isn't primarily about cleanliness. True, some sufferers do fear germs or dirt, and this variety of the disorder is called contamination OCD. However, other iterations of the condition might make the person fear causing or receiving harm, breaking moral codes, or getting rid of personal possessions. 
• Finally, it's often not easy to identify a person that has OCD. Frequently, when I tell someone about my disorder, they'll say "I would have never known!" or "You seem so put together!" The reality of OCD, however, is that about 2-3 million adults and 500,000 children experience the illness at any given time. Most people with OCD hide the disorder out of embarrassment. In fact, OCD has been linked to above average intelligence and high achievement. 

If you google image search "OCD brain" you can see pictures that show how an OC individual's brain works differently than those who don't have the disorder. I'm very open to answering questions from friends or family, since it's important to me to raise awareness about the realities of the illness.