Yesterday was kind of hard for me. I woke up with higher anxiety levels, and doing my homework was really hard. I did, however, take the bus to school and stay out of the house until 4:23 (little victories!). I had initially planned to take the bus back from school as well, but I got too scared. I wasn't sure how long the ride would take, and staying out too late made me really nervous. But, I did make progress.

After I got home from work I got really scared and cried. Dr. E said that I might experience a "mid-week crash." So, I guess that's what happened. I'm trying to keep everything in perspective and remind myself that I'm still doing better than when I started on the medication. Like, that first week I went over to Tekla's house and was really nervous. I could barely stay an entire hour.

Also, I guess I should say that I need all the love and support that friends and loved ones can offer right now. Things are very hard still, and every little piece of homework feels like a battle. I would love any encouragement that anyone could offer!